whoa, cant believe you actually remembered the password and user id CORRECTLY. Was expecting you to give me some weird password and id, ha then i'd be racking my brains over how to log in.
BUT ANYWAY.....
i miss you.
Man, that was sure one really weird rushed farewell. Before i even know it, your relatives are like "last call! last call!" you're rushed to the gates and then yer in there soon enough. Yer folks were like "she's so blur. :) haha" And then there was that last minute confusion as to which gate you were suppose to go to, C22 or C23.!!! haha, like wth. i couldnt give you a bear hug or one really big wet kiss to go along. :1 As i saw you walk past the customs gates, i started worrying whether you would meet up with any difficulties. what if somthing happens? What if she couldnt bring her hand carry in? what if she can lift up the bag? What if she's not comfy?
There were so many what ifs yea. But i knew i should have faith in you, that you'll pull through. That you'll land in au safe and sound. Even so, i found it hard to come to terms with the truth . You left.
8th February. What a day huh? This is where it all starts. Not anew, but a test of this relationship. i'm looking forward to deepen whatevers already between us. The absence of physical contact is gonna be quite painful in the first few days to come, but i hope we both get over it. After all, for this 6 years, it's gonna be the trust, faith and love that will really pull us through. I don't think we'll walk out of this 6 year "ordeal" unscathed and all. But usually its the obstacles that are presented in front of us, that helps show our true colours. I hope i get to know you even better.
I'm sorry i cant be there with you. It pains me too. But look at it this way, we'll treasure each other more (well at least i know
I will)
. I'll be looking forward to seeing you back in november.
Come back safe and sound yea.
..
clue,
Paul
charmie
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